Simple-life

2011-08-01T12:30:00.001+08:00

haiz.. long time bo come back.. cause have being quite busy.. time for me to start studying alrdy or else i wun be able to catch up.. damn my own laziness

2011-07-24T09:53:00.002+08:00

life is never fair but wat can we do?? even though today e tym we spend tgt is the time that u spend studying,i am alrdy quite happy because i am able to spend time with u alone... hope that u will soon be able to accept a new relationship..

2011-07-22T12:16:00.002+08:00

A new Post, A new beginning... this should mark the start of my NEW life... Studying is wat i am gonna do now.. not more relaxing and slacking ard liao.. must really chiong my work hard.. KAMBATEH TO MYSELF!!! HAHAHAHA!

2011-01-21T10:25:00.002+08:00

haiz.. haven being blogging for some time as i have being spending time with my gal.. hahahaha.. it might be hard to believe that i am quite unlucky for my health luck as 2 days ago i had food poisoning and ytd i had to pluck out a teeth which nerves were damage and it sux.. the feeling is so sucks missing a teeth when i was 19.. i think i am the only guy who lost a teeth at this young age.. and i gt to pluck another teeth soon too.. so it make me lost 2 teeth.. so it really sux!! hope i can get back to school ASAP...

2011-01-09T22:38:00.001+08:00

hahaha.. now is time to take a long break from frisbee.. who ask me injured so much.. it sux when i push myself and i gt injured.. i dunno why.. everytime de... it sux!

2011-01-04T22:37:00.001+08:00

ok back to blog.. but i noe this will b a deserted place so i will b able to write everything down.. FML.. why ppl dun understand me de.. i really dunno why.. am i so hard to understand.. i think i am.. cause none of my fren is able to understand me even up to 60%.. highest i think only 55% nia which is very good le.. haiz.. now totally moodless

2011-01-02T23:47:00.001+08:00

back to post again.. its being so long but i noe no one bothers to come and see my blog.. but just post it up for fun... this in my life has turn.. from good to bad.. bad to worse.. this sux.. but i had no choice but to accept it.. life sux!

2010-08-31T13:21:00.001+08:00

studying hard is something that is rare... hahahaa.. yesterday was the first time i study so hard for a exam... hahaha.. how ask the paper to be 50% damn it.. hahaha...

2010-08-28T13:45:00.001+08:00

long time never come and blog le.. mani things happen around me lahz.. dun wanna type it all out.. but i noe one thing... the next time u see me it will be a different me..

2010-07-28T09:25:00.001+08:00

it been so long since i blog.. hahaha.. nothing much happen ard me.. but out of no reason i think back to e past and think of something nice and feel like crying now.. haha.. it is great memories and it really enhance my life alot.. misses all the people there!!!! if i am able to choose to travel back to time, i will travel back there.. when musical is the thing for me!

2010-07-14T17:48:00.000+08:00

felt so sianz.. but after hearing something that someone told me.. i felt great and i think i should not think negatively in life.. time to wake up!

2010-07-13T09:08:00.002+08:00

nthing much happen this few days... training was abit bored ytd as no much ppl turn up.. den not much of fun.. dunno wat should i be feeling right now.. zzzzz

2010-07-09T14:13:00.002+08:00

training was fun and i was glad to heard from the junior that they enjoyed training.. hahaha.. so it's good.. at least this provide that they are having fun.. hahahaha.. sleepy.. having lecture now.. feel like juz skipping it...

2010-07-07T20:59:00.001+08:00

hahaha.. i was mistaken as a couple with celine.. haha.. why is it so? and minghui thinks that i am trying to woo her... omg! mh.. i was juz being rejected... do u think i will fall for a gal so fast.. and she is my meimei.. hahaha.. bored ttm..

2010-07-06T14:23:00.002+08:00

thx for e answer.. it gave me a clear view to move on even though it hurts.. but dun feel sorry.. i will be fine.. juz painful in heart onli... if u r reading this.. be confident in urself.. u r a good gal.. dun think badly of urself...

2010-07-06T08:48:00.000+08:00

oh well.. training is fun and exciting.. hahaha.. even though my left hand hurts everytime i pan-cake the disc.. haiz.. be4 that gt poetry class which make me sad and down.. as i think of my dead grandfather.. at that very moment i got the urge to let out my tears as it is really heartbreaking for me.. haiz.. i still not able to move on in life and deep in my heart i am still stuck at that moment when he is alive and cheering me up when i am down...

2010-07-05T10:09:00.000+08:00

whole body aching.. damn.. my left shoulder dunnoe is swell or pop out.. suddenly can feel something there but if i touch it, it hurts.. dun noe how to heal it.. should i let it heal on it's own or go see doctor? dun noe lahz.. hahaha..

2010-07-04T23:14:00.001+08:00

hahaha.. today was summer league and ytd was friendly with RPU.. hahaha.. tried lay D in both the game but none success.. so sianz.. caught all timing of disc wrong and cutting like shyt.. injured is not an excuse to miss disc and drop disc and cut badly.. gonna aim higher and further to improve myself.. or else i will be stuck at where i am..

2010-07-02T13:46:00.002+08:00

haiz.. so sleepy and so tired. i have not being sleepy well enough to recover the sleepless night i had becuz i was thinking of things that engulf into my mind.. i dun noe why but some how i had dreams of u.. i dream that one day we will be tgt and it is something nice but i find it hard lehz.. well dreams are the opps of reality.. yup so... hahaha... dun think too much le sleep is more important..

2010-06-29T11:37:00.003+08:00

ytd training was damn sian.. hahaha.. cannot train cuz i didn't bring shoes... otw home i think alot.. out of nowhere things start to flash into my brain and i felt that it really make me think throughout the night..
tis is wat i wan to tell u but i dun have the courage to do so... cuz i felt that it gonna be a one-sided love

2010-06-28T10:49:00.002+08:00

hahaha... haven been blogging since thursday i think.. cuz sick till damn jialat.. kns sia.. 1 jacket 3blanket no fan yet i am still shivering in cold.. can u image how jialat anot and was still coughing.. lucky no blood.. or else i will not be here to blog.. sick liao still try to go out hahaa.. zai zai.. sunday went to summer league kena knock down by 2 chuckies player wa! so sianz.. my teeth got crack due to it! why do they have so much fats!!! hahaha.. we won them.. finally revenge for SGT day 1.. this is a more fair play while all have full energy level..

2010-06-25T11:01:00.001+08:00

hahaha.. summer league was fun as we won... got my hairband.. hahaha.. lucky the stall is not close.. hahaha.. or else i will kill ppl.. hahaha... so bored lor.. dun noe wat to do.. hahaha.. sick sick sick!!!

2010-06-21T12:34:00.001+08:00

back from NPU camp.. was a fun camp after all.. hahaha.. sleep for 15hr straight.. so shiok.. hahaha.. damn tired.. all ppl in the camp make us go for things all out.. damn good.. should bring that power up to summer league.. hahaha.. damn freaking tired out.. gonna rest... cya

2010-06-18T07:42:00.000+08:00

will be off to camp for 3days 2 night.. dun think i will be blogging much.. hahaha.. hope that it will be a nice camp out there awaiting for me.. hahah.. miss all frens.. wong jiajun.. wait till i came back from camp i will go yishun find u!

2010-06-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

some idiotic guy name Wong JJ.. ask me to blog abt him.. hmm.. he is someone who is very nice and warmhearted, friendly, black?? but dun make him mad.. if he go mad.. that person really GG.. hahaha.. He is someone who treasure friendship alot.. best thing of him is u can disturb him but not over his limit.. hahaha.. with him ard everything also can be a joke de.. nothing will be boring liao.. k.. as promise i blog abt u.. but not tat u r BHB lahz.. say urself handsome.. hahaha.. actually quite handsome lahz.. lose me abit nia.. hahaha.. jking jking...

2010-06-14T21:34:00.004+08:00

today went to training late cuz ytd was a tiring day.. haiz.. my left hand catches very cui.. muz train well.. den can be a better player.. seeing aaron's injured hand make me think of my cui throws and i felt embrassed.. his left hand throw can be very nice.. nicer than my right hand.. felt damn sad.. muz chiong and become more zai.. to chase up to his standard... hahaha.. pls leave ur name if u view my blog... FML TTM!!! dun noe wat to sae.. this sux.. dun wish to talk too much abt it lahz... Feel like hurting myself! GDMF!!!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING! C~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ K~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ F~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-06-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

haiz.. this is the result of landing of mimoza.. so warning to all ultimate player.. dun layout and land on mimoza! it hurts like hell.. and when it touch water u will get high.. hahaha.. having blister and ankle problem.. never tot i am still able to run and lay for the disc.. hahaha.. caught the disc and ended up hurting so much.. but it is damn fun lah... ultimate for LIFE! hahaha..

2010-06-10T12:13:00.002+08:00

hahaha.. ytd was fun for me as i played mahjong with ivan qiqi and jh.. haha.. ivan is the solo winner.. hahaha.. he should treat all of us things!! hahaha.. after tat i went to jubeat with jh and celine.. hahaha.. so sianz.. everytime play still the same.. i never improve much.. haha.. den after tat went back to play bball den had a small game with jh.. hahaha.. damn fun.. hahaha.. den after tat went to buy ice pop!!! hahaha.. damn nice... after tat return to play again den we play 3 v 3 with a grp of ppl... hahaha.. den warm up point nia i kena hit at my nose.. damn that fat ass! after tat we went ard to find ppl to "Challenge" hahaha... last match of ours was damn fun den went home to bath be4 meeting up with celine meimei and she went to try a 8.4% de alcohol drink.. hahaha... her 1st try.. haha.. den i see her home be4 i get on to my bed to sleep!

2010-06-08T07:58:00.002+08:00

life haven been good for me as i haven being sleeping well for 5days le.. dun noe wat is happening to me... whole body tired still cannot fall asleep.. let juz hope that i will be able to sleep well... last paper le.. chiong finish den can relax abit.. haiz.... damn freaking tired out by all the test and exams.. hope after this i can sleep in peace.. this few days alot of things is happening ard me.. but none of it is good.. i dun noe what to do with my life.. why can't i have a Simple life!!!!

2010-06-06T22:02:00.001+08:00

haiz.. haven been sleeping well.. dun noe due to wat reason.. and my finger gt another blister.. god damn it.. it is juz beside the one that was healing... now is making me feeling damn pain.. haiz... how? dun noe lahz.. so sianz.. Hope i can pass tml CT... :P

2010-06-05T22:20:00.003+08:00

nthing much this few days but gt times to throw a few throws on friday.. haha... so shiok.. but ended up with backaches.. hahaha.. thx for the concerns shown by most ppl ard me.. Qiqi is a caring person i guess always showing concern to ppl de.. hahaha.. nthing to do at home=bored!

2010-06-03T08:34:00.002+08:00

lol.. hahaha.. someone is feeling honoured for being on stated on my blog.. hahaha... I am gonna Cap her name out and she is called QIQI!! haha.. surname "LEE" due to some inside joke tat we shared.. for more information ask her or ask mh.. hahaha.. was shock by claire because she asked me a qns ytd night which really stun me.. maybe i should change my actions towards the Special Her... hahaha.. we all noe hu.. haiz... didn't sleep well last night becuz things have being hard for me and i cannot stop thinking of it.. haiz... now waiting for lesson to start.. haha.. disturbing some CBE juniors as the cher still not here yet...

2010-06-02T10:56:00.002+08:00

haiz... went to school to study with mh but end up doing some qns nia.. be4 that jh ask me go school to accompany him and i did we ended up jubeat-ing.. hahaha.. we pass all songs tat we used to fail.. haha.. damn shiok i think that is when i kena my blister.. so painful.. den still go for pick up.. hahaha.. it feel so shiok playing pick up.. hahaha.. love pick up and ultimate.. hahaha.. i also realise tat kaizhin chinese name is exactly the reverse of mine.. hahaha... 凱竣 & 竣凱 hahaha.. so nice... thx qiqi for the concern of my blister.. hahaha.. dun noe wat to sae.. end of topic.. haha..

2010-05-31T10:20:00.002+08:00

hahaha.. life sux for the past few day and i haven had any good sleep. haha.. i am tired of lots of things.. haha.. i think i really confirm e gal in my heart le.. hahaha.. it is gonna stay as a secret from now.. hahaha...

2010-05-26T22:08:00.001+08:00

haiz... today last day see mr potato.. zzz sianz sia.. kinda misses him.. haha.. bull shit lahz.. he go also good he dun go also good.. he go den i wun be sianz during his lesson... den if he dun go mr yun wun be teaching us.. kinda sianz of mr yun lesson everytime feel like sleeping de.. haiz.. how i hope life can be more simple...

2010-05-25T09:35:00.001+08:00

hahah... felt bad throwing hard discs to our juniors.. somemore i throw a hard disc to hazel.. which make me feel damn bad... haiz... next tym muz look be4 i throw... but for some ppl no need give chance de.. hahaha.. 2pid kelly.. keep bluffing me onlil.. cuz i too good le.. should i trust her again?

2010-05-23T15:50:00.002+08:00

haiz... it's been a while since i blog.. sick lately.. haiz... bt feeling much better now.. haha.. never tot jm still understand me tat well.. haiz.. getting sick is so weird.. and i dun like e feeling of getting sick... hope i can recover fully and get back to training asap! haha.. signing off.. nthing much to talk abt.. but met up with sonic was kinda fun as memories with em flows back nicely

2010-05-18T10:23:00.002+08:00

haiz.. training is fun.. long time never train le.. suddenly train make my whole body pump with energy at the moment tat we play but after tat i was totally drain.. reach home den kena KO and my leg hurts after i train.. damn.. got a 2pid "nut" to control my vulgar for me.. haha.. ok i gonna stop that vulgar thingy.. haiz.. someone enter my heart without me knowing and i seems to be caring alot for her and more.. but i dun noe whether is she the 1 for me.. hope lahz.. everything juz let it move along lahz...

2010-05-16T13:17:00.002+08:00

hahaha... training on thurs was bored.. senior didn't get to train much but i dun noe why i gt sudden chest plus ankle pain on friday morning.. but at afternoon i was ok.. but on sat i had the chest pain again... i think it's due to me not running for quite sometimes and den sudden run make me pain.. but i think it will soon be gone.. hahaha.. back aching now and so does my leg which gt cut on sat.. nvm it is nothing much.. sooner or later it will be gone.. hahaha..

2010-05-11T08:53:00.000+08:00

FML... gonna go in to take a test when i noe shyt abt it..damn dun noe how am i gonna make it through.. seriously hope i can make it through safely... die die die.. if i am able to make it through den i am a god.. hope i can make it lahz.. sianz...

2010-05-09T16:20:00.000+08:00

haiz.. life is so freaking bored... dun noe wat is my purpose to stay alive... life is so sianz.. hope to have a better tml..

2010-05-07T23:09:00.002+08:00

haiz.. Some ppl believe tat if junior wan to learn dey muz come and approach us.. hahaha.. i believe tat somehow.. because if we dun approach em, soon dey will approach us and tell us tat dey wan to quit. instead of telling us tat dey wan to learn.. dun be 2pid lahz.. if u dun show tat u r friendly towards em.. how u expect em to noe u r friendly.. do ur face show tat u r friendly?? if ur face gt write tell me.. i am sure junior will come and talk to u.. i promise someone not to talk too much lahz.. so be it.. this is my own opinion dun come see liao not happy here and there.. i can onli sae one thing.. F*** off if u dun like this post...

2010-05-06T15:14:00.002+08:00

sianz sianz sianz.. life is tough due to project due.. and i am so dead now.. hahaha.. sleepy head...

2010-05-03T08:34:00.000+08:00

life was boring and it sux when u r sick.. haiz.. ytd when to visit my grandparent.. dey will happy to see me.. i felt so sad and i felt that i am a very bad grandson as i should at least pay them a visit once every week but due to frisbee, i haven been doing tat which is damn sad..

2010-05-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

haiz... get to sleep during teen games last match.. guess wat this mean?? this mean i am able to be at the side line all the way becuz my teammates wants to play so much tat i let em play.. haha.. such a nice guy.. sleeping is good and it is really damn shiok.. but the main thing is i feel more shiok in field.. but all of em wants to play so someone gt to be the one hu dun get to play and most of the time is me.. and even for tat i was been scolded.. i was damn pissed off.. Carlos was the one who save everything... save me from blowing out something which i wan to... thanks Carlos for being there for me... really thanks alot...

2010-05-01T07:07:00.002+08:00

haiz.. went to ahmad bdae.. lots of my frens can drive liao.. maybe it is time for me to learn how to drive le.. but lazyness overcome me most of the time.. haiz.. life sux when someone dun noe how u feel and say things tat will hurt u... no matter what i had learn to be someone hu is able to overcome it le.. hahaha... hunger overcoming me.. gonna eat something be4 i go to Teen Games 2010 Final(CUP)... muz play my best.. aim is to meet aaron de team in Finals!

2010-04-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

poly life so sianz.. thursday is the most boring day ever as i had 4 hr break... hahaha.. even though onli in even week... hahaha.. odd week still ok... haiz.. sat gonna be teen games final... hope my team can make it to e Cup.. den can meet up with aaron team.. den can be a intensive game.. or else i do not have any motivation to keep me moving in teen games.. haiz.. sianz.. life is boring!

2010-04-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

sleepy day.. hahaha.. soon is kellyjiejie de bdae le.. hahaha.. gonna stay awake till 12 juz to wish her happy bdae.. haha.. not all ppl recieve tat from me.. hahaha

2010-04-27T13:32:00.003+08:00

haiz.. hate e feeling of being sick... haha.. ytd my Business Etiquette and Image class was so cold and i was being freeze to death... hahaha.. den went to training and i had serious headache.. den after tat gt fever.. haiz.. sianz.. felt bad tat Jin Guo gt to go off with me because he is worried abt me.. thanks JIN GUO!!

2010-04-26T08:40:00.001+08:00

hahaha.. SGT was a fun and interesting experience for me as i learn alot of things and i had lots of injury in my body.. regardless which part of my body i am aching like hell.. so sux.. pain soon engulfed me when i run.. the most sian thing is tat SGT i onli have 1 nice picture... :( si bei emo lehz,.. but no choice i noe i had good grab can le.. :)

2010-04-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

hahaha... thermo was fun and interesting as there is alot of girls... hahaha.. but i felt damn sianz as i dun noe em.. hahaha.. den maths was tough to understand but manage to make it through by a help from some guy call yongqing from 1A05.. haha... he help me out when i am in deep shyt.. thanks!! haha.. as if he will read.. cya.. sleep ban :(

2010-04-23T07:33:00.002+08:00

hahaha.. life has been tough in poly life.. but a grp of year 1 student cheer me up as i had to retake a module and their class is very friendly which make me felt very happy.. and this sem will be a tough sem for me as there is new and harder module to study.. IF i really have a girlfriend will it be shocking??

2010-04-21T13:53:00.002+08:00

haiz.. today no school.. so bored.. haiz.. sianz.. life is nothing to me without a entry of someone.. hahaha.. but no one will noe who is the someone.. after knowing u, u change alot of my thinking.. thanks for being there for me all the time.. hahaha.. but dun noe will we be that close even after a long time?? hope we can... :P Mum was sick.. got to take care of her... so cya

2010-04-20T09:06:00.001+08:00

haiz.. life is been tired for 1st day as training really worn me out as my leg suddenly hurts after a few games.. dun noe why.. haiz.. didn't expect sandra to ask Aaron to transfer her words to me.. so sweet of her... hahaha.. now at school CC waiting for alfred to come... zzZZzz and i see wrong timetable!!!

2010-04-17T20:51:00.001+08:00

win all teen games today but dun feel joy becuz quarrel with lynn jiejie... haiz... our pi qi both is stubborn type de so we should cool and den talk...

2010-04-16T08:07:00.002+08:00

many things and many thoughts flashed into my mind.. things worth considering and things not worth.. some after serious thinking i sort them out... but some i rather avoid thinking.. haiz.. life is miserable for me.. but wat can i do to stop thinking of it?? nthing but i can use pains to overcome em.. tat e way i tot of...

2010-04-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

hahaha.. today went out to buy slipper with aaron and his sister, and also "celebrate" yu xuan bdae by watch clash of titians 3D with him.. haha.. e movie was nt bad.. i felt.. haha.. den after tat dey went off to eat buffet while me, aaron and his sister didn't go as we plan to leave early.. hahaha.. den reach home quarrel with my mum over my pink slipper which has different design as i change my right leg with aaron.. hahaha.. den quarrel damn...

2010-04-13T10:27:00.002+08:00

life this few days wasn't tat good.. teen games lost 1 game.. cannot blame any1.. all of them put in there best.. blame myself for nt been able to lay out D from the end zone cone to the centre.. if i am able to lay out D that disc which was a break mark throw through the rabbit and wall we might win.. haiz.. wat to do?? no choice hu ask me run so slow.. haiz.. sunday went to lim chu kang to visit the grave of my YeYe.. haiz.. reach there and i suddenly had lots of thoughts abt him... after so long he still holds a big place in my small and easily broken heart... after tat we gt a news that my grandfather had fall down and injure himself and had to go to hospital.. haiz... was damn worried.. and at night when to visit him as he is able to go home.. felt relived tat he is ok.. monday training was boring as i cannot run much due to leg injury.. haiz... gonna ensure my leg heals up fast so i can run more..

2010-04-09T00:28:00.000+08:00

haiz... i think i plan my things badly today... alot of thing clashes wit one another which make my whole day gone real bad.. zzz.. nt in a mood to blog.. i blog also mostly for myself to read it next time when i am bored.. so ya.. cya!

2010-04-07T14:34:00.002+08:00

life was fun.. met up with jx and sy to pool and after tat went to eat dessert.. while eating dessert, we saw albert.. hahaha.. dey was stun when dey saw him.. lol.. dun noe why.. after tat went to oxy hse to ton.. hahaha.. watch the match of bacs and ans... messi own the game play.. hahaha... reach home at abt 930 decided to sleep at onli 11.. woke up now and feeling extremely hungry...

2010-04-05T22:22:00.002+08:00

hahaha.. training was fun at 1st with lots of joke here and there and get to run and defence against aaron.. but afternoon he gt to leave and be4 he left he gave me an injury which causes me to stop training.. hahaha.. nthing much to write.. since we have nthing much to talk to one another lets juz keep things like this...

2010-04-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

hahaha... learnt abt alot of stuff.. u and him should juz tell each other wat u all r feeling.. haiz.. if not i monday i will help u and him.. tell u wat he told me and tell him wat u told me.. so face it bahz... training was sianz.. let aaron score 2 points in my face!!!

2010-04-02T20:12:00.002+08:00

haha.. today was e 1st time i coax my 4year cousin to sleep.. at 1st he was reluctant to sleep and keep on talking to me.. hahaha.. but somehow i manage to make him fall asleep within 5mins.. hahaha.. zai zai de.. 1st time i manage to coax some kids to sleep without throwing my temper.. so good... hahaha... today was the most sianz day in my life.. sian till i can randomly take a bus to amk and play alone and den train back to relax... so bored...

2010-04-02T07:30:00.002+08:00

Y did u sms me thing abt u and him?? trying to tell me wat? u and him are happily tgt now? so wat? as if it will concern me.. after a long thinking i realise tat u aren't the right gal for me too... so at most i will juz treat u and him as frens only... of cuz i will wish u two everlasting.. hahaha.. and hope u wun talk to me anymore things tat is happening between u and him... hahaha.. still prefer training time...

2010-03-29T07:59:00.003+08:00

there is times when a person hit the limit... so dun always think of relying on him/her... all ppl have their limit and u ppl should really consider on wat u all sae.. u all at side-line might felt that that is a throw that we should catch it but think of it this way.. if u r in our position, will u be able to catch that disc?? or will u be able to go near the disc be4 it get D away?U ppl think Aaron superman he mus catch all the disc? but if this is the way den we shouldn't call ourself NPU... We should change it... change it to something that can show that this team is all relying on AARON,WEIXUN,O.X.Y,IVAN,KHALIS,ALFRED.... Pls wake up.. stop complain abt this and tat outside sideline.. all the personal mistake done in field should be the thing tat we ppl muz be think of at sideline.. not complaining abt other ppl mistake.. And if u wan to complain abt someone, make sure u prove tat u are worthy to sae him/her by proving u can do those thing that he/she can't do it on field juz now... dun juz use ur god damn mouth thinking u are right all the time...(this is not talking abt u ivan.. is talking abt some ppl in NPU who dey think is em..)

2010-03-26T09:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. training was fun... haiz.. dun think i perform well... hmm.. gonna work harder for IVP.. cuz maybe gonna take a short break 4 frisbee or end it.. haven really decided on wat yet... haiz.. troubled over mani things!!!!!!!!

2010-03-25T08:33:00.002+08:00

haiz... nth much to talk abt meet up with kellyjiejie at semb to eat and after tat play truth or dare.. haha.. knew something liao.. abt fruit juice!! haha.. den be4 tat zheng ask me to go chalet with em.. it's been a long time since i see em.. haiz... but dun noe wanna go anot.. haiz... see how it's goes bahz.. i will give em reply asap.. latest by next week..

2010-03-24T08:36:00.000+08:00

sleepless night once again.. i dun noe how could i solve this problem.. but i need to find a way somehow.. thing wun be going to be as simple as i thought.. but some frens always sae i think too much.. so i dun noe wat should i do.. things are so complicated...

2010-03-23T15:23:00.001+08:00

i had been controlling myself... nt to text u or wat cuz i really dun noe wat i should do... haiz.. life sux for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-21T13:03:00.004+08:00

A song tat is by kelly jiejie.. hahaha... nice song.. but i dun noe how to upload the video up here.. hahaha.. so noob right.. hahaha.. watever lahz.. this show how i feel now.. but not the crying part of the song hor... things isn't going as i wish...
爱海滔滔
演唱:陈浩民

试着去努力
鼓起勇气放弃你
总是不争气
没有这么快学会安静
就连眼泪时刻在提醒
根本无法放得下你
漆黑的夜晚
还是找到了我
排山倒海来袭
一定是我不够好
所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯和海角
躲在别人的怀抱
你能不能不管过得好不好
不要故意躲开不让我知道
只要你过得很好
什么都已不重要
我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼
我每一夜不管你知不知道
傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷
希望你过得好

试着去努力
鼓起勇气放弃你
总是不争气
没有这么快学会安静
就连眼泪时刻在提醒
根本无法放得下你
漆黑的夜晚
还是找到了我
排山倒海来袭
一定是我不够好
所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯和海角
躲在别人的怀抱
你能不能不管过得好不好
不要故意躲开不让我知道
只要你过得很好
什么都已不重要
我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼
我每一夜不管你知不知道
傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷
希望你过得好
总有一天你会看到
爱和海掀起惊天巨涛
我会以无坚不摧地力量让你知道
一定是我不够好
所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯和海角
躲在别人的怀抱
你能不能不管过得好不好
不要故意躲开不让我知道
只要你过得很好
什么都已不重要
我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼
我每一夜不管你知不知道
傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷
希望你过得好

2010-03-19T09:13:00.002+08:00

life is not gonna be as simple as we wish for it to be... nothing in life will go as what we wish or hope.. and normally a damage dealt to the heart will leave a scar behind or maybe something deeper? once hurt, our heart will form a barrier to protect itself and hence preventing itself from getting hurt.. and after that, thing hardly get back to normal as the heart deep in has a different view in life.. as for me.. i felt that why can't i end my life... by ending it, it will solve lots of problem that i am facing right now.. but i noe that there is gonna be ppl hu will be sad for me if i am dead.. ppl like my family, my dearest LYNN jiejie+Crystal, Kelly jiejie... and maybe some close NPU buddy?? i dun noe but those in front de i am sure that they will be sad..

2010-03-17T11:31:00.001+08:00

haiz... trying to forget u is so hard and difficult and painful.. but wat can i do? ur heart is already with someone and i dun stand a minor place in ur heart also.. so i can onli try to forget abt u and also hoping that u will have a better life ahead.. haiz... why cann't life be more simple..

2010-03-16T08:28:00.002+08:00

i had finally made up my mind.. the decision i will not type out here.. and onli a few ppl knew abt wat is my finally decision.. and i am gonna disappear into my own world.. haha.. unless i had really did wat i wanted den i will be back.. so cya my beloved blog and those hu had been visiting it..

2010-03-14T22:39:00.002+08:00

things are bothering me this few days.. having problem sleeping and wasn't feeling well.. some ppl sae this and some sae tat.. mani told me something which i dun noe whether should i listen anot.. haiz... think i will be going into isolation policy le..

2010-03-11T21:43:00.003+08:00

haven been updating for 2 days cuz i went to stay overnight at aaron hse so didn't update much.. hahaha.. alfred was the joker for jubeat.. he is the one and onli hu "PASS" hot limit.. hahaha.. slowly guess what it meant bahz.. training was fun as usual.. haiz.. injured all over something i wish also cuz i dumbly thought physical pain will make me forget abt emotional pains.. yah.. a song i created but dun noe how to cont.. hahaha... so feel free to help me cont bahz..
Song i composed:
Bold means higher pitch
我一直都在想着你
但是你不懂
在我脑海里
已装满了
你的样子
但是你却伤了我
让我的心再度死去。 YeEYe
爱是什么东西
有谁能告诉我
好让我不在，因它
受到伤害...
我不懂要这么做
才能得到你的心
多么希望你能
接受我的爱。。
haiz... still quarrel with parents.. dun noe can get my new phone mahz..

2010-03-08T22:02:00.003+08:00

yup.. hurt badly be it physically or emotionally.. should had infer ur reply.. haiz... now i have totally no mood to things.. onli feel like eating till i drop dead... that my dinner and i am still feeling hungry after tat...

hahaha.. this should go to stomp?

2010-03-07T23:47:00.001+08:00

haiz... rest as told... haiz.. y cann't i juz had a reply from u?? Even if it is a no, we will still be frens... i juz hoping 4 a reply

2010-03-06T17:10:00.002+08:00

haiz.. today have match with RJC... yah.. win the match.. but wasn't happy with my gameplay... today was quite emo lahz.. becuz of some reason which i think some fren will feel it or notice y? yah... that's all for the day... gonna rest as promise...

2010-03-05T20:17:00.002+08:00

haiz... now at aaron hse.. hahaha.. staying over.. yah.. hoping for u to reply my qns.. haiz.. awaiting for it...

2010-03-05T12:49:00.000+08:00

wat done is done... so i wun think much abt it... yah... thanks to AARON,ALFRED,zXgChan,CALOS,KELLY... for lending me ur ears... and giving me advices ya... thanks alots

2010-03-05T10:47:00.002+08:00

haiz... things are getting complicated.... frens advice me to go 4 it faster.. didn't noe why muz i kena this type of thing... damn it... hate e shyt of it...

2010-03-04T21:19:00.002+08:00

haiz... i tot all things is sort out but it isn't it is now more and more troubles flowing out from nowhere.. hate those ppl hu 口不对心的王八蛋... now i think i will change my previous post de stuff.. e second onwards all muz change liao... time to think of stuff once more...

2010-03-04T07:26:00.002+08:00

finally sorted out my thing in mind and heart... haiz.. ytd night from 1030 sort till 1am.. haiz.. den off my phone all that.. but never tot a sms might come and ask me to call... felt damn bad... ps arx... really didn't meant to ignore ur msg... hiaz... life is unpredictable.. now i am sure of somethings... firstly, my second half will gonna be u... even if u rejected me, i wun give up... secondly, NPU is something which i will nt give up no matter wat... lastly,hope u will accept me...

2010-03-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

hahaha.. today was a ok day for me as i get to mahjong with wx, ivan and junny.. play a bet of drinks.. hahaha.. won 2 drinks.. ya.. so it's ok lahz.. but missed a call.. hahaha.. ps for nt picking up cuz phone charging.. and FYI, i am not ok.. yah.. haiz.. k tat all le.. gonna go in deep thoughts once again.. haiz... thinking of when, where and how.. haiz... MIA time...

2010-03-03T10:30:00.004+08:00

thinking of things at night is the best i think.. cuz if nt i will be bored to death... since monday after training, i have been thinking of things and sorting out my heart and plan and finally till today i realise tat all my things revolves ard u.. and i had a damn 2pid thing tat goes into my mind while i am thinking.. some of my frens noe wat it is.. but i am sure kelly jiejie knows it well.. hahaha.. yea kelly refers to the kelly in NPU.. haiz... most of my fren ask me to go for it.. but i am afraid of going for it due to some reason... which had been bothering me... same few ppl noe why... hahaha... thanks to those who were there showing concern to me,giving me advice,hearing my stupid thing out.. ya.. should i write the name out?? maybe i should... THANKS TO: AARON,CALOS,KELLY,JIAJUN,WENDY,JIANXING.... this are those few ppl hu noe the full story of me... yah... so cya.. now gonna think careful of every move tat i will be taking... and also thanks to those hu show me concern but i dun wan u guys to worry... those ppl are... THANKS TO:zXgChan,Junny,SY...

2010-03-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

meeted up with jx and sy... hahaha.. so long no see.. sy become fatter and jx become more muscular.. haha.. onli i didn't change much.. haha.. k.. gonna mia from now... cya..

2010-03-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

k.. it feels good to be at home but it is also good to be at loft... hahahaha.. wat ever lahz.. now in mind onli revolves around a qns.. should i or should i not... if i should, i am really worried abt tons of stuff... but if i should nt, i am afraid of other things.. haiz.. maybe i should stop my activies juz to think of it bahz.. tag my blog if u are giving me advices

2010-02-28T16:13:00.002+08:00

hahaha... boring day now.. misses ya when i am in loft... hoping to get out of here soon juz to see ya.. hahaha... but nvm lahz.. able to see ya soon... so yah.. cya soon will make me happy

2010-02-28T01:03:00.002+08:00

now i am at loft.. with my classmate hahaha.. staying there fir 2nights.. haiz.. today match with DT win em.. haha.. happy but sad too.. my mind was totally into in.. haiz... thinking of other things tat is affecting my performace.. yah.. so bored!!!

2010-02-27T07:32:00.002+08:00

maybe it is time tat i knock some sense into my own brain.. face the truth of life.. dun be a fool... thinking of things tat is close and is could be fake.. juz snap out of it.. there is nothing in this world which will last forever... maybe onli kinship and true love.. thinking back of things tat i heard, making me feeling upset and also make me feel like doing tons of thing... but i hold back... Now wat should i do... thing for me isn't gonna go well or smoothly for sure... Gonna think of a way to tackle the problem down... so ya... gonna wash up and prepare to go training.. today e match, is a match NPU isn't able to lose...

2010-02-26T08:43:00.002+08:00

another sleepless night.. in fact is on and off... sleep le but very sensitive to surrounding... even a slight vibration can wake me up and even my dad woke up and went to had a sip of water i also woke up why?? becuz i am thinking of u.. yeah... junny noes why... ok hope my paper is a manageable 1...

2010-02-25T21:07:00.004+08:00

haiz.. body ache here and there.. main thing is the leg.. haha.. pain for no reason... haiz... there is something i dun wish to blog here lahz.. so i wun write abt it as it reminds me of ya.. yah.. and this part is specially for JUNNY... "DUN EMO LAHZ... GT ME, MH,ALVAN PLUS ALL NPU PPL WITH U.. DUN GET SO EMO... CHEER UP!" yah... that is for him... hahaha... tml last paper chiong arx!

2010-02-25T12:36:00.003+08:00

hahaha... last paper to go... now with celine at blk 71.. haiz.. she go for her dance pratice den i accompany her lor... since i nothing better to do... but the sad thing is my phone going no battery.. hahaha.. but never mind de lahz... be home by 11pm can liao... sure nothing will happen hahaha...

2010-02-24T21:14:00.002+08:00

hahaha.. today was a freaking tired and not a good day for me.. haiz.. biomole paper dun noe how to do when i was in e exam hall, after coming out of it den i remember how to do.. hahaha.. sianz lor... but later went to meet up aaron wx to bowl.. i sux at it lahz.. haiz.. no choice dey too zai le.. hahaha.. after tat went to meet alvan and we went to town to buy aaron and alvan slipper.. hahaha.. after tat went to play jubeat but cannot play because got too mani ppl... after tat get to play lahz,.. that is very nice lahz... hahaha... shiok sia.. now studying at aaron hse studying.. hahaha.. JY!!! hahaha.. cannot slack liao...

2010-02-23T21:03:00.001+08:00

sad... think gonna really go mug hard on thermo.. or else i wun be able to pass it.. damn.. haiz.. chiong arx... mugging time.. no more using of lappy... cya guys soon..

2010-02-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

lol.. thinking of thing tat might be impossible.. haha.. dun noe why this will come into my mind.. hahaha.. with junny everyday lor.. now he at my hse training jubeat.. hahaha.. power lor.. hahaha... thinking of you every now and den... even when i am with junny le.. how? save me... hahaha... hu can save me... i doubt anyone can save me.. haha... own by u liao.. how!

2010-02-22T19:36:00.004+08:00

hahaha... this is wat i ate juz now.. seems like i am a pig lor.. so sux...

Before i start to eat...
After i drank the soup...

End of the day...
I am become a pig if i eat this everyday...

2010-02-22T13:44:00.003+08:00

one paper down... hahaha... things are spinning in my mind abt thing tat might happen in the future.. hahaha... boring day... Jubeat rox... haha.. saw ivan today...

2010-02-20T23:32:00.002+08:00

today was suppose to study den ended up study for a while and den when on to play instead.. 2pid junny.. hahaha.. after tat i really chiong my study le.. no joke and no relax.. or else i will die... hahaha.. den after tat went home to put my bag and went to eat curry fish head with junny den go celine hse.. so ps lor.. go her hse without orange.. hahaha.. lucky we juz went there and go into her room.. hahaha... after tat went to throw a while den go home.. hahaha..
After some thoughts through my head i realise lots of thing... but not gonna type out... all this will be shown after i felt tat i had done them...

2010-02-19T23:54:00.002+08:00

haiz.. sleepy but cannot get to bed becuz i am thinking of u.. haiz... dun noe wat to do now.. wat can i do to stop thinking of u and wat can i do to make u my gal.. things are flashing ard my head...