today spend my day at home doing nothing.. damn it.. becuz "U" told me u not free.. make me happy for the few days and ended up like this.. why muz it happen like tat.. i wonder how to change everything.. but i noe it is impossible

haiz.. monday had fun training.. hahaha.. but injured my knee dun noe why also.. haiz.. love training.. but hate it when i cannot run.. haiz.. today went bbq with NPU ppl.. go there also never eat much.. haiz.. prefer mac over bbq food..hahaha.. no choice got to eat becuz we pay for it.. lol.. but some of the food there nice lahz.. hahaha.. thanks to those hu cook for us and able to see this

damn.. hate it when my mum reach home and start to shout at me for no f***-ing reason.. GDI... hate her.. but wat can i do? nothing.. as she is the one giving me weekly money.. damn... later still got to go help out my dad to tend his stall so sux.. i help out he go slack.. sianz.. today is not my lucky day!

thursday was christmas eve, however we still had training even though it was raining.. i found out tat we played badly when there's rain.. i dun noe why.. haiz.. got to run due to dropping of disc too much.. haiz.. hate that but no choice hu ask us to drop disc.. "pancake" is wat we heard most during training.. haiz... today went out to slack with jh and mh... was planning to meet desmond dey all after their movie never thought tat dey will watch evening movie.. haiz.. wasted our time.. but nvm we had a great time after all...

yes! we won TPU by the score of 11-9.. lol.. it would be better if aaron and alfred play... hahaha.. the best dip will sure help us score alot.. hahaha.. today i sux to the core.. i cannot pass properly or even cut properly.. damn.. wonder wat am i doing in field.. could have play better if not for my 2pid leg.. it has been harden for the whole day wondering how am i gonna fix it... damn.. i think i gonna stop for the day as i am freaking tired from the match cya...

haiz.. today went to K with jh,hz,oxy,jasmine... haiz.. dun really feel like singing when i was wit em.. dun noe why.. juz dun have the feel.. and dey all sing emo songs all the way.. onli i choose high song.. so different from the choice.. haiz.. if onli dey were Gab,Yossi,Andrew,MH... i really prefer the high songs tat we sang last time.. it is so nice and i like tat much more den i like today.. haiz.. tell me why.. so hard to forget... why r u still in my mind while i tried to forget u

it's been awhile since i train wit NPU ppl.. all of their speed and stamina went up onli i went down... damn.. got to push myself TTM le... after a few rd of running i got my power to run again but my speed wasn't there anymore so i wun be able to outrun ppl.. i felt so useless now.. gonna train harder next time le.. after tat went to watch avatar with Gab,YS and MH.. hahaha.. so nice..

today is my bday... hahaha.. happy and sad... sad becuz laptop had problem on my bdae.. damn it.. but happy becuz "you" have brought a present for me... hahaha... damn happy.. but dun noe wat it is lahz.. hahaha.. so sianz.. time for me to stop gaming and study hard.. muz move on in my studies if i wan to move along at the speed that "you" are going.. hope i can win ur heart ASAP...

ytd was the AGM of frisbee.. gab and ian ding step down.. i think they really did alot to NPU lor.. quite true that without em there wun be NPU.. haha.. change my view of ian ding.. after ytd AGM i think he is actually someone who is juz harsh in training and he could be friendly at all times.. after the slides i realise tat NPU is a family to me.. i dun think my poly life will be so fruitful if there isn't NPU in it.. now i finally felt tat if i had to choose something to leave NP with i will choose NPU.. cuz NPU make the biggest change in my life.. regardless wat.. i felt that if i haven join frisbee i wun be happy right now lor.. i will be like my other frens who will juz be studying.. i think i really found my life and dream in poly which is to hang out with NPU ppl.. hahaha... this is the family of NPU... so glad to be in...
but the onli sad thing is i am still sick!