life is not gonna be as simple as we wish for it to be... nothing in life will go as what we wish or hope.. and normally a damage dealt to the heart will leave a scar behind or maybe something deeper? once hurt, our heart will form a barrier to protect itself and hence preventing itself from getting hurt.. and after that, thing hardly get back to normal as the heart deep in has a different view in life.. as for me.. i felt that why can't i end my life... by ending it, it will solve lots of problem that i am facing right now.. but i noe that there is gonna be ppl hu will be sad for me if i am dead.. ppl like my family, my dearest LYNN jiejie+Crystal, Kelly jiejie... and maybe some close NPU buddy?? i dun noe but those in front de i am sure that they will be sad..