it been so long since i blog.. hahaha.. nothing much happen ard me.. but out of no reason i think back to e past and think of something nice and feel like crying now.. haha.. it is great memories and it really enhance my life alot.. misses all the people there!!!! if i am able to choose to travel back to time, i will travel back there.. when musical is the thing for me!
felt so sianz.. but after hearing something that someone told me.. i felt great and i think i should not think negatively in life.. time to wake up!
nthing much happen this few days... training was abit bored ytd as no much ppl turn up.. den not much of fun.. dunno wat should i be feeling right now.. zzzzz
training was fun and i was glad to heard from the junior that they enjoyed training.. hahaha.. so it's good.. at least this provide that they are having fun.. hahahaha.. sleepy.. having lecture now.. feel like juz skipping it...
hahaha.. i was mistaken as a couple with celine.. haha.. why is it so? and minghui thinks that i am trying to woo her... omg! mh.. i was juz being rejected... do u think i will fall for a gal so fast.. and she is my meimei.. hahaha.. bored ttm..
thx for e answer.. it gave me a clear view to move on even though it hurts.. but dun feel sorry.. i will be fine.. juz painful in heart onli... if u r reading this.. be confident in urself.. u r a good gal.. dun think badly of urself...
oh well.. training is fun and exciting.. hahaha.. even though my left hand hurts everytime i pan-cake the disc.. haiz.. be4 that gt poetry class which make me sad and down.. as i think of my dead grandfather.. at that very moment i got the urge to let out my tears as it is really heartbreaking for me.. haiz.. i still not able to move on in life and deep in my heart i am still stuck at that moment when he is alive and cheering me up when i am down...
whole body aching.. damn.. my left shoulder dunnoe is swell or pop out.. suddenly can feel something there but if i touch it, it hurts.. dun noe how to heal it.. should i let it heal on it's own or go see doctor? dun noe lahz.. hahaha..
hahaha.. today was summer league and ytd was friendly with RPU.. hahaha.. tried lay D in both the game but none success.. so sianz.. caught all timing of disc wrong and cutting like shyt.. injured is not an excuse to miss disc and drop disc and cut badly.. gonna aim higher and further to improve myself.. or else i will be stuck at where i am..
haiz.. so sleepy and so tired. i have not being sleepy well enough to recover the sleepless night i had becuz i was thinking of things that engulf into my mind.. i dun noe why but some how i had dreams of u.. i dream that one day we will be tgt and it is something nice but i find it hard lehz.. well dreams are the opps of reality.. yup so... hahaha... dun think too much le sleep is more important..
